NUN BEIDAWNG HNEN A LEHKHATHAWN

NUN BEIDAWNG HNEN A LEHKHATHAWN
Salai C. Vanramdinmawi
23.April. 2015
PUC Boys` Hostel
Asst. Monitor Room no. 36
  
    Inthlazar hnuaiah hun rei tak ni leh thla ka chhiar thin a, I kaihhruaina hnuaiah hun leh ni ka hmang liam thin, ka ngaisang in ka fak thin che a, ka kalna piang ah ka zahpui ngai lo che, khawiah pawh awm i la ka mi chuan ber kha i ni thin a, i ni fo bawk ang. Mahse thil pakhat a i hlawhchham tak hnu hian, kan lak ah i inthlahrung ta em em leh pawn pawh chhuak ngam lo khawp a min tawm bo san ta mai kan hmuh hian kan khua a har a, i ang chhung a len kha kan ngai a ni. Mi zawng zawng in an an phatsan che a, an hawisan zo ta vek che a nih pawn he thinlung hi chuan a thlahthlam ngai lo che a, ni tamtak min tawm bo san hnu pawh khan he thinlung hi chuan i thupek nghak in a ngaichang reng che asin, he thinlung hi chuan i thupek ai a tha zawm tur dang a hre chuang lo.

    I inrintawk ve em em thinna te chu i hlauh ta a, puitling em em ni a i in hriat thinna te chu an rawn naupangchhia leh ta vek a, mite pawn an rintawk tawh lo che a, i lam a tang nghet tlat thin te pawn innghahna tlakah an ngai tawh lo che, mahni pawh in ring zo lo chu engtin nge kan rin ngam ang tiin i tan an in pumpek ngam ta lo. Thusawi thiam em em i nih thinna te chu i hlauh ta a, thu i sawi a piang in i hrawk a hnawh ang mai in engmah i sawi thei ta lo, i thusawi nghakhlel a kut lo beng dur dur thin tut e kha an rawn nguai zo a. i hnen a an harsatna thlen thin tu te khan i harsatna lai an rawn hmuhsak zawk t ache a, mi harsatna chinfel sak thintu khan a ma harsatna takngial pawh a chingfel thei ta lo. Mi khawngaihna leh lainatna ngah em em thin tu khan a mah leh amah a in khawngaih tae m em a. Midang beidawn loh nan a fuih thintu kha a lo beidawng ta.

    Midangte ngaihsan kha midangte enhniam a rawn ni a, i dinhmun ang luah chak em em thintu te khan i dinhmun a awm an hlau ta ber a, an entawn kha an ensan i lo nit a a maw.? Tap thei lo leh rilruna thei lo hial khawp a an ngaih ropui kha i tap leh i ngui hmel an hmu ta fo mai, i tih a piang tih chak ve thintu te khan i thil tih duh dan chu mawlmang an rawn ti a, nangmah leh nagmah pawh “khawnge, ka inrintawkna te kha an awm zawh tak” tiin i in zawt ta fo mai. Tho leh turin huaisenna i nei lo a, pilbo turin i zuam hek lo. i hmelhriatte i hmuh a piangin i zam chhe ta vek a, i tluk loh vek hmuhin i hmu a, i chhungkuate leh i nu leh pa te lah chuan i hlawhchhamna an hriatpui che a, mahse i inrintawkna zawng zawng pawh i hlauh tel tih an hre ve silo.

    Mi puitling lo lutuk tih tan lek a i ngaih thin te kha i ti ta fo a, zu leh sa hial i tlan ta a maw.? Nangmah hmangaih em em tu leh i hmangaih em em tihnat leh hauh pawh i phal ngai loh chu tap zawi zawih chungin i then a, tap chung a a ngen lawm lawm chung che pawn nangmah chauh i ingaihtuah a, hmangaih tlakah pawh i in ngai ta lo hial a maw. Pathianin mal a lo sawm tawh na che zawng zawngte i thlirlet a, phulo i inti in Pathian hnenah takngial pawh i inthlahrung zo ta si a maw. Hruaitu en a en thin tu te che leh khawi emaw a hruaitu a sawm der ve thintu te pawh i hnar vek a. hruaitu nih chu sawi loh hruaitlakah pawh i ingai ta lo.

    Tawngtai i thlahthlam a, Bible i keu lohna chin pawh i hre ta lo, i roomah i tawm tlawk tlawk a, i zak a ni tiraw, i nun i en a chhuanpuitlak pakhatmah i hmu lo a, hmathlir pawh i nei thiam ta lo, thil ropui tak tih tum a hmala hmasak thin khan thil chhete ah pawh risk i la ngam ta lo a, hmathlir nei tha ti an sawi thin kha a hnungtawlh ta. Mi rilru hneh thei em em thin khan amah leh amah pawh inhneh harsa a ti ta, mi huikhawm a chawkphur thiam em em thin khan mahni in chawhphur pawh a thei ta lo. Kal ngaihna reng i hre lo a, kal ngaihna lah i hre silo. A tawpah zu i in leh tlawng thin a, a sawt silo, nun i zuam lo a, intihhlum em chu i ngam silo. Hnemtu i mamawh takzet tih i hria, tumah lah chu i pawh duh silo.

    Achang chuan Pathian takngial pawh khi i ringhlel thin a ni tiraw..? anchhedawngah i in ngai a, nangmah leh nagmah ngei pawh i inhua a, i inzahpui zota, an michhuan leh a chanchin sawi nuam an tih ber thin kha, nangmah hre tu nih pawh an lo zak ta a maw. i thu ngaichang a i thlazarhnuai a him em em a in ngai thintu te khan an phatsan zo ta che a, nangmah leh nagmah ngei pawh i in phatsan ta, rilru nghet em em thin leh dikna sawhsawn duh ngai lo mi khan ngaihdan a nei ve ta lo. Ngihtuahna fing leh thuthlukna dik siam thiam thin khan thu mumal a pawtchat thei ta hauh lo mai.

    I inrintawkna i hlau chinah chuan i nungchang pawh i hlauh ta a, nungchang mawi leh entawntlak em em thin kha, sawisel leh tlangrel i lo nita, leiba leh zahna in i khat a, i rilruna chuan i mumang ram thlengin a rawn umzui che a, mangchhia tak tak i nei ta fo mai. Thaw hlawp hlawpin i rawn au chhuak hlawl a, mumang ram chu i tlansan hnu pawn a tak ram ah pawh mangchhia ai in i chan a chhe zawk mah si. Hmelhriat tumah awm lohna hmunah awm i duh a, i thiantha te i la ngai si. Tuilairapin i awm a, pan leh tur dang i hre chuang lo, i hlau a, i rum a, i zak a, nangmahin he khawvel hi hmachhawn harsa i ti a ni tiraw.? He thinlung hian a nghak reng che asin.

    Hlim em em a midang i lo chhawn thinna dawhkan chu i tahna dawhkan an rawn chang  a, i mittui chuan i lukham a farhuh hniap reng mai, zan mut i harsat a, i tan zan chu chhun a ni a, chhun chu zan a rawn chang ta, “Thim a ta engah” tih thupui hmang a midangte hnen a zalenna hial tiam thin khan a thimlai hlir a pan ta hru hru mai. Khawvel hial hneh thei tur a a mite hnen a tiam thintu khan amah leh amah pawh a inhneh thei ta lo. i thatna sawi nuam ti thintu ta khan i chhiatna bak sawi tur an hre ta lo. Hruaitu entawn tlak loh leh zui tlak loh i rawn ni ta.

    Nun beidawng leh khawhar a i awm lai hian i chhiar thin Pathianthu tang hian tha ber thlantur ka nei lo a,  “Rudyard Kipling-a Poem hi ka hlan nang che.
    IF – RUDYARD KIPLING
If you can keep your head when all about you Are losing theirs and blaming it on you,
If you can trust yourself when all men doubt you, But make allowance for their doubting too;
If you can wait and not be tired by waiting, Or being lied about, don’t deal in lies,
Or being hated, don’t give way to hating, And yet don’t look too good, nor talk too wise:
If you can dream—and not make dreams your master;
If you can think—and not make thoughts your aim;
If you can meet with Triumph and Disaster And treat those two impostors just the same; If you can bear to hear the truth you’ve spoken Twisted by knaves to make a trap for fools,
Or watch the things you gave your life to, broken, And stoop and build ’em up with worn-out tools:
If you can make one heap of all your winnings And risk it on one turn of pitch-and- toss, And lose, and start again at your beginnings And never breathe a word about your loss;
If you can force your heart and nerve and sinew To serve your turn long after they are gone, And so hold on when there is nothing in you Except the Will which says to them: ‘Hold on!’

If you can talk with crowds and keep your virtue, Or walk with Kings—nor lose the common touch,
If neither foes nor loving friends can hurt you, If all men count with you, but none too much;
If you can fill the unforgiving minute With sixty seconds’ worth of distance run, Yours is the Earth and everything that’s in it, And—which is more—you’ll be a Man, my son!

Yours.